Apply previous
lesson: don't settle on the solutions that you like too easily. Imagine it's
like BFS and DFS on a tree.
First a framework to
keep in mind: the goal is to "learn" and"master" something.
Essentially what you're doing is trying to "memorize" a solution in a
solution space. We all know it's not enough to "know" what the best
way to play badminton is. It's not enough to accidentally even do it and feel
it once. What we're seeking is MASTERY, which has basically everything to do
with MEMORY. And that's *fast*, immediately accessible memory, not some slow
isomorphic representation in our minds (i.e. the ability to talk about it).
And often, we have
to "cut" and partition our space in sequence to "drill
down" to the solution, because often the solution must be expressed and
decomposed as a series of conjunctions. This means that one common way to learn
is to "learn" one or few conjunctions at a time. We all know human
mental capacities are limited and sometimes we just can't do multiple things at
once. In fact the very definition of "multiple" might just be those
things that the mind can't handle at once.
Anyways, back to it.
DFS is like setting a bunch of goals and attempting to satisfy them all at
once, trying to immediately assume the final solution and practice that. If it
doesn't work, back up and try something different. BFS is instead incrementally
exploring your solution space and solving little bits and pieces at a time; not
necessarily rushing and making assumptions on what the final solution is going
to look like and trying to train that, but rather poking around, committing
correct pieces to muscle memory and proceeding slowly and consistently.
Example: Badminton,
statistical problem at work (exploration of intuitive concepts like "bumps
and streams" instead of trying to jump into immediate abstraction)
Particularly, when
playing badminton it's really tempting to attempt to emulate the pros without
really understand what's going on, and copy everything immediately. So we might
try to forcefully pronate the arm. Or do some sort of exaggerated split step motion.
Or get really low to the ground and make exagerrated step motions. And we might
try to practice some kind of inefficient exagerrated chassé stuff. All of these
I have done.
The problem is
exactly that: we are trying to do things without understanding them, so we are
likely to make mistakes. That's because all of the solutions that the pros
implemented have deep reasons and come from deep, layered reasoning cemented
over years of practice. It's like seasoning on a cast iron... You can copy it
but you better make sure you're seasoning correctly and slowly and thoroughly.
At the very least,
we should pay attention to our bodies, and use our brains. If it simply doesn't
make sense to chassé when you could just step or run, don't do it!
That's the great
thing about BFS and exploration, taking it slow. You'll come to understand,
layer by layer, level by level, why a particular method is good, because you've
explored the alternatives. For example: with flat drives, we understood that a "pushing"
motion was appropriate and proved it physically to some extent. Even if we
didn't literally explore alternatives (we did, like the exaggerated backstroke
method... seeing a pattern here), the very nature of analyzing motion is a
process of elimination of alternatives**. In other words, understanding the
bits and pieces and habits and skills that make up our final solution *in
context* helps us recognize WHY we do things, thereby creating a stronger
mental relevance in our minds.
But what about if
you have a mentor? Or some kind of guide, that tells you how to master
something? Basically this is more like BFS (simply because it's not like DFS
where you try to master everything in one go. Although maybe for some skills
this might actually BE the way to go) except at each step you know exactly what
to do and what to train. And you know exactly which skills to train first (i.e.
how to partition your solution space, and which partition to go to and engrain
into memory, I.e. "muscle-memorize").
Is this always the
best way though? Perhaps for the sake of time. Perhaps for the sake of
advancing the field (you cannot have students rediscovering the wheel all the
time)
But yes, a master
can teach a student all of the correct routes, never letting the student fall
into bad habits, wrong paths and traps. But does a student understand the
fundamentals the way the master does? No, because of experience: the master
UNDERSTANDS what arithmetic is simply because of all the time he's had to deal
with edge cases and scenarios which force him to understand beyond the
abstraction, and the student simply knows 1+1=2, quick mafs.
But does a master
compare to the creator when it comes to the fundamentals? Likely not. The
creator understands even more intimately the pain that he had to go through in
developing his art. He truly understands fundamentally why you would even want
to have a system of arithmetic since he was around before it even existed. He
understands every "why" of why the fundamentals have to be the way
they are. In this way, the fundamentals he has created are a part of his being
because they are so entrenched; entrenched by all the reasoning and failed
alternatives that make it obvious why the fundamentals are the way they are.
It's like actually
understand the area because you've explored the roads vs just reading a map. It
doesn't feel the same: making a right because Google maps says so (student) vs
making a right because you want to go to Walmart and not the neighborhood up
ahead, according to the map (master) vs making a right because you actually
have explored this area and been to that neighborhood and it's really not
friendly (creator).
Another analogy
(there's so many) is like the user, the superuser/scripter, and developer.
As you can see this
is a fundamental principle of human knowledge and learning and it explains a
lot. It might even explain why Rodney Mullen is so great and nobody now is as
great (because he created the fundamentals and was around during it's developmebt...
Well also skaters don't practice fundamentals very properly)
Aaanyways. Back to
badminton. Sure, you could have a coach train you in all the right ways. You
will get to the end faster, and by virtue of real world experience you will
also realize why the right ways are the right ways... To some extent. Of
course, the more stringent and linear the training regimen you're ironically
less likely to understand the "why" of things, which may prevent you
from truly mastering things. [Also maybe badminton isn't really complete yet,
and there's more weird things you can make up that don't necessarily follow the
rules (but that's a maybe).]
That's why I want to
try "coaching" myself. Use videos. Watch videos. Annotate. Watch
pros. Do physics. Experiment, explore, then train.
This is a true BFS
approach.
**[Why? Because
selection of an optima can be seen as de-selection of non-optima. For analogy,
remember how proved theorems work in computation. You can always do a brute
force search, but if you know certain theorems you can narrow down the search
greatly. As a side note, Dr. Williams said that sometimes it's just not worth
it). And even the proof of that theorem eventually breaks down to physics, and
the laws of physics breaks down to elimination (deduction) of un-truths.
Aaaaanyways. ]
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Definitely, by
observing, accepting, and understanding my own mind, I've improved in writing,
and thinking, as well. I understand my limited memory, so often as the ideas
come I jot down quick notes. Instead of trying to do everything in one linear
go and having to rush (and writing terribly in consequence), I let myself write
more nonlinearly, and structure my sequence of words so they are more
meaningful and more properly cemented into paper and mind, so as to build a
stronger foundation for the next point.
Dovetailing off of
that point, I've also understood the importance of organization, tidiness, and
things I formerly disregarded. Like making your writing pretty, putting
subtitles, references. Organizing your workspace. All this stuff I thought was
useless because I didn't pay attention to the chaos storm going on within my
mind, slowing me down.
You need to go step
by step. Sure, if you have a lot of discipline and you know that your
"lesson plan" is correct, you can do a DFS and learn quickly. But
otherwise, you are going to have to explore.
To explore properly,
you need data. That means listening to your mind, listening to your body,
listening to your emotions -- because that is the data that goes most
unrecognized. We tend to focus on only the outside world and the results. When
badminton isn't going well, we focus harder on what's going on on the outside
and try to force your body to go in a certain way, stare harder at opponents
moves to "pay attention". We seldom think about how our body's
momentum feels, about how there seems to be inefficient energy loss up our
kinetic chain, about our insecure and turbulent mind that fails to recognize
that our strategy and tactics are incorrect. When we fix this, wake up from our
tunnel vision and start PAYING ATTENTION, suddenly the court is simple to you,
just a problem that you control with your body. It becomes little more than a
control theory problem, no longer a confusing mess of
I-don't-know-whats-going-on. Instead you will see it for what it is: controller
(your body, your mind) and feedback (the environment). Dead simple. From here,
your game brain will take over.
The problem is, to
get to this state, again, you have to let yourself get to it. Oftentimes you're
just too caught up, too much absorbed in feeling frustrated, that you fail to
admit that what you're doing isn't working, because if you're wrong then what
worth do you have, right?
Body badminton
Focus on self