Some days I just feel like I have the potential to do great things and make a real impact, help lots and lots of people, but I'm just being held back. The usual scapegoat is air quality. But I'm not sure if that's the real reason.
I've read stuff about what CO2 can hurt cognitive performance, how VOCs can cause bad health outcomes, how chronic sinusitis can cause depression, and so on. But what is it really? Am I using this bad air quality as an excuse, in much the same way I "have" to clean my desk before I can start working? Am I self-handicapping, to protect myself from failure and difficulty? I've seen people's lives ruined by obsession over things like mold and other invisible threats. Am I one of them?
I just feel subpar most of the time these days and I don't know if it's coming from something physiological, or something else...
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